a secret blogpost

I HAVE ZERO IDEA WHATS GNG ON WITH MY BLOGGER

the publish post button is still not working on my lappy

but it would only mean that my draft is going to accumulate

meaning no one will see this post

(along with the other two posts somewhere in the draft folder)

i think i have matured quite a bit with the crazily busy sem

ohya, i am supposed to yell HURRAY! here whenever i am done with my exams

but apparently, no one might see this until one day, that button decides to revive itself agn

back to the mature part

i guess its because of the friends around me

that prompt me to think at a level like sherdee n yongkong

wanted to blog but the button isn't working

so they just fade away

owell

so this is a secret blogpost

i enjoy typing it as a secret blogpost

probably due to the book i am reading now

1Q84

creepily engaging

its occupying my brain now

with the two moons in their world

and the little people lurking somewhere

this has no link at all with this secret post

but then again

nothing is logical in the world 1Q84

crazily random and randomly crazy

admist this crazy period, i recalled i have a blog. omg i miss blogging so much :( too much happening though i always tell people my timetable slack, too much i need to update because i realise they are slipping away from my memory soon (omg, my attachment i haben talk about it yet!). emo clouds everywhere recently, hopefully they disperse soon. life is crazy, but little things keep you going. dajia jiayous lo! :)

if my blog is a person, he/she will be on the top of the list i need to say sorry to~ n blog, tell u a secret, i want the lastest milktoof set..make it two, 1 lardee, 1 ickle hehe

i love my random post. because it is not checked for mistakes, because it is random, because..i blogged :)

my dear Notee

Notee felt a little weird after I knocked it again while brushing today -.-. For a moment, I thought it is leaving me forever, but luckily it is still intact to remind me that I haven’t blogged about it. Notee (pronounced like ‘naughty’) is an adult tooth now attaching soul-lessly (but hopefully firmly) to my gum. Decided to name it after reading Lardee and ickle.

Have been wanting to blog about my teethache incident but now I couldn’t remember much of the details after the much information loaded attachment. In any case, my whole set of teeth was in this excruciating pain on a particular day after eating N bazhangs the day before, inhaling a gust of cold air on a lrt, which gave my sensitive teeth some torturous moments and yes, as usual, knocked my front teeth while brushing. The pain was unbearable, especially so when I was not biting, ironically. Thought it was the heat but TCM didn’t help. In the end, I went to the dentist, unwillingly, for fear that I might follow dad’s teethsteps. The dentist didn’t know what’s wrong with me either because I couldn’t pin point to her the source of pain. It was just...the whole set of teeth >.<. So she put some substance on each of most of my teeth to check. Was supposed to feel pain if the tooth is normal. In the end, I couldn’t feel anything for Notee, or rather the pain was very much delayed. X-ray then revealed that the tooth nerve for Notee is dying due to some not-so-well-done filling I had a few years back. The dentist explained that sometimes the sensation for one tooth can be felt for the entire set of teeth. I bet this has something to do with the brain sensory areas learnt in bio psych but I cannot remember the term >.<

Anyway, the solution is…root canal therapy. Basically, it is the digging out of the dying nerve, cleaning it and filling it up, all in two stages. Had 2 injections of anesthetics for each stage and it really didn’t hurt (very much to my surprise after the horrible experience I had when I was 7)! Tried without anesthetic initially for my second stage cuz my tooth nerve is already removed but the pressure exerted by my tooth clamp is way too high for me to bear so I surrendered. Made me realized how strong our teeth could be!

Well, so now I have a soulless Notee residing in my mouth. So sad that I am always having issues with my teeth but dad says it couldn’t be helped much because I inherited it, uh-oh. Mum realized after watching news that she shouldn’t have fed me abnormally lots of milo using milk bottle last time, double uh-oh. And myself? I shouldn’t have avoided brushing my gums during younger days for fear I might brush my gums away >.<, more uh-oh. But what’s done cannot be undone. I shall take even better care of my teeth now! Especially Notee (a saint now since he is deprived of any worldly sensations >.<), which is the weakest now and might just crack if I bite on something too hard. Please hang in there forever, Notee!

awesome much! =)

hello blog! a delayed post i realised was saved as draft n not posted lol..time to remove the ge post from the first liao ahaha

have been wanting to update my blog, especially on my poor toofy, but I just get myself to do it. Updates on my tooth gonna be up soon, real soon cuz memory of that crazy incident is fading soon despite me whining quite a bit haha! Op stage 2 next week and I shall say hi to my new-yet-old tooth, plus one week worth of cracked lips!

Want to leave a note here that I AM ENJOYING MY ATTACHMENT amidst all the swiss roll!! awesome experience for the first week!! wheeeeee :)

wah~!

another delayed one >.<

i guess nobody likes his/her kind intentions to be mistaken

but i think i am taking it too hard cuz i am at fault too being last minute that time

perhaps i could have done better

now i can only hope for a knight in shiny armour

General Elections

To me, general elections is like a national acitivty. Similar to NDP, but of course this time round, it successfully mobilised the whole nation, voters or non-voters, including this not-of-age-but-just-taken-oath me.

I vaguely remember the last GE. Not very much on the rallies and political issues, but on knowing that oh, there is opposition in Hougang , CST (because of the hokkien rhyme his name has, which unfortunately came true this time) and yes, the famous james gomez case. Being already a secondary school student then, i now conclude that i was rather political apathetic that time. I was excited over GE by virtue of it being GE. haha full stop. I rememeber watching the results release and getting excited that Teo Ho Pin got high votes. full stop.

five years later, its GE again! maybe its the additional 5 years of education, maybe its my age, maybe my peers, i became more interested in GE, despite it being in the midst of my exams. I got excited when the PAP truck came round my neighbourhood, even when it did so many times every day (no sign of opp thou ><). I caught GE news, i followed GE news/gossips/forum online, i talked GE. the names of those prominent candidates somehow just registered in my brain better than my test materials. I celebrated my post exam with Geraldine and Yuting at rally blowing the bibi (the whistle they gave out) in the damp flooded field. I stood there for a whole 3 hours when normally i would have rushed off somewhere to grab a seat. i cheered, i blowed my whistle, i paid attention (not to the entire thing but thats a feat given that i just ended exams haha). i caught 27 times of Yam Ah Mee (oh, how famous is he now btw. but i think he really did a superb job!) that result release sat despite knowing the results beforehand through Geraldine. But still, i think many are like me, they want to confirm the results. Maybe as the news said, being overly involved in GE may cause some aftereffects, i actually got sick after GE haha. just joking, it is the late sat night cum all the incense paper dust that caused it. and so i celebrated mummy's day with mummy with my nose tap on XD.on hindsight, woah! just whats with me?!

Nonetheless, it felt fufilling to be in the know of what is going in your nation. most importantly, I learnt that GE can have so many implications. I didn't know so many things can be going around within such a short period. this time. all the seats got contested except tanjong pagar's. PAP is no longer always the strongest. times have changed and our leaders couldn't be like those in the past anymore. opposition now knows how to strategise. voting suddenly becomes a very very important decision. and this very very important decision of many has resulted the voting out of important ministers, opposition's loss of potong pasir, and yadah yadah. No point whining/complaining/cheering about any results. Hopefully, WP can prove themselves to be worthy of the loss in the cabinet with some concrete plans they never unveil during the campaign. Hopefully the first opp guy i know won't be too disappointed, his chiam see is afterall more than 2 decades, thats worth applauding already. Hopefully, TPL proves herself, mum says she is someone who will genuinely help people, i believe so too. Hopefully, given PAP's results this time round, they would really do something to deal with the citizen's increasing resentment to them. To me, they are still the strongest, but then the opposition are improving too.

On a lighter note, i am really glad i have two kakis with me in this GE craze. similarly not of age, Geraldine and Yuting makes good kakis to discuss GE stuff. Amazingly, they made me feel that i do have my own take too. I love the GE stuff we update each other, be it the serious (who said what, when and where, and what happen after that) or the not serious at all stuff (certian MP who is very good looking and kee qiu!). I may not be like the many who analyse and blog about their take on politics but this time round, i guess i can say that i am not politically apathic. Sign of growing up! :D

breathe in, breathe out

that icecream waffle we shared
that vegetarian spread we had
that movie we couldn't catch
those little tricks i fell to
those things i never tell
am i late or
am i no good
but what can i do
for certain reasons
they are coming back

can history repeat itself again?

life PK death

The second post I am blogging on ms word and blogger is still down. I was reading my previous entries. Glad I kept a blog. So many things I have sort of forgotten! And those that I blogged about indirectly, they are really good retrieval cues! Haha okies, so which one of the random posts in my mind should I post. Oh the reason why I have been busy since exams more than a week ago. I was helping my mother folding incense paper. I call it oragami, cuz that’s how I always mispronounce origami. That folding took me 3 full days. 120 boxes in total. The ingots I folded amount approximately to 160 per box so..yea..same actions for three days. I am awed at myself 0.o.

On a side note, since we are on incense paper. One of my friends had a life and death encounter recently. This life and death doesn’t mean a situation when one's life is in critical danger. But really life - with another life into this world. And death - with yet another one leaving this world. To her, both were unexpected. And this really goes to show how life is unpredictable. So am I supposed to congratulate her or send her my condolences? Dilemma but I guess death seems to override life in this scenario. So unpredictable…it only reminds me to appreciate what I have with me now. But again, am I greedy, am I what. Every time something happens that make me think life’s unpredictable so I must treasure what I have AND make sure I pursue certain things that I want to avoid regrets. But in the end, as time pass, I forgot about it. Or that intensity fades. And once again. I start to take things for granted. Once again. I start to become a coward. I don’t dare to move a step forward to pursue to fight for what i wanted. Again. Time to grow up, peiyee.

hello pocket! exams are over n heng, i'm still a student!

I am blogging in ms word. Because blogger is down when I am finally free and in the mood of blogging lol. Anyway, hello blog! I am so sorry I abandon you again for quite some time. Yes, normally I come here once exam is over to yell hurray or sorts but somehow I don’t have the time to do so this semester. Was busy shifting home and after that, things come pouring (okie, not that serious, streaming only) in.

But, 迟到好过没到 right! So YESH YESH YESH! Another semester is over and I say byebye to year 2! I can’t believe my eyes, ears, and other sense organs that I am half way through university life and so much closer to worklife. This feeling is crazy. Many a time when I stroll everywhere, anywhere in NUS during the night with Geraldine/Yuting/after meetups, it just occured to me that THIS IS A LIFE OF A STUDENT. When I take train/bus on a random afternoon during working hours, it again occured to me that THIS IS A LIFE OF A STUDENT. So shiok! But. Soon, I won’t be able to explore NUS at night anymore. Soon, I won’t be able to mug like a kid in library, random wooden benches, random exotic places anymore. Soon, I won’t be able to be outside roaming during working hours anymore. Soon, I won’t be that easily forgiven for any mistakes I make in CCA anymore. Many things. The list goes on. Because soon, I am no longer a student.

Suddenly, I realize I really need to cherish my student status. Remember we were younger, everyone can’t wait to grow up and stop having exams, but now I fear not being a student. Well, people might say make the most out of your education years so that you have something to reminisce then. But, people are greedy, or maybe I am greedy. I don’t want to reminisce only, I want the experience. Hmm, then become like deliang, odear, I don’t want to be an oldie among all the ahgirls and ahboys. Odear, this is getting nowhere. I don’t want to leave school. I have two more years to overcome this feel.

Alright, I didn’t intend to write about the middle portion, but it just pop out at the spur of moment I typed ‘say byebye to year 2!’ Actually, there are lots of things that I want to blog over these few days. Either I did not have the time, or I am just lazy to move my body and fingers (the EPSP isn’t just enough to start an action potential lols) to switch on ahaha. So I blogged them in my mind. Will translate them into actual posts slowly soon. And next time, I am going to try to blog as soon as I thought of something I want to leave in this pocket for me to read about in the future.

One Dream

Long time no see blog :D i realised this is the first time i am blogging after the harddisk transplant. lots to update but we'll leave it to some other time. In short, i celebrated my bday (yayyay), planted three trees (yayyay), took part in earth hour (yayyay), rush a lot of assignments (yayyay) and eat a lot of chewy juniors (yayyay), amongst others hee :D shall end this post with the song above by Ling Kai :) i think its really naise :) for One Dream Initiative :D so whats your dream?

i am supposed to do work

i guess i am just too excited to do my work. the crazy ultimate flintstone period is over! at least for now, so i shall allow myself to indulge in a little bit of non-school stuff haha, like visit my blog and drop some words here. So many things happened this few days, my ahaha actually crashed! i think i whined to a lot of people but i still have to say this again on my blog, this flintstone event is afterall, so memorable

Part 1

ahaha started to play slow motion but i didn't think too much of it cuz i thought its just part of lappy ageing. however, one fateful day (sounds like i am writing pri sch essay XD), ahaha took 3 hours n it couldn't even load to the desktop. panic. quickly think of what i have inside lappy:

Points i want to include in personality essay and essay is due in 2 days

2 research papers on object permanence report and report is due in one week

My months-long research on SEP and application is due in one week

SAVE stuff

On top of that i haven't study my bio psych, i need to go wrap flowers, i need to man CnD booths, i have save3s subcomm meeting. the world is spinning~

Part 2

off to IT coop to treat my ahaha. diagnosis: software clash, need to reload to factory settings =.= 'so what about my documents?' 'once reload, all will be gone, you can retrive ur data, go this data recovery centre' *pass me paper*..called the place to realise it costs a few hundreds to thousands to retrive data, depending on how serious the data is.. 'so how long will it take'.. 'you can send it for evaluation first so that we can advise u on the price, evaluation will take a few days n the retrieval will also take a few days so around one week' ..look at my deadlines, jaw drop

Part 3

and so i did not do any data recovery n send ahaha for her operation. the person got back to me its actually harddisk crash. heng under warranty, heng i didn't send it for data recovery. but for the rest of the week, i am busy, really busy

this is ulitmate flintstoness, maybe after this fiasco, flintstoness might just leave me? we shall see!

HAPPY =)

My emo(tions) prof just told us today that

happy people are

dumb, forgetful, spineless and self-boosting but nice and creative bigots

mind you, its backed up by studies XD

while hunting for some quotes to write in a cheer up card

i chanced upon this

''Happiness? That's nothing more than health and a poor memory"

- Albert Schweitzer

happiness ah, you know it when u are smiling :D

Arh, that sounds like William James' POV XD

HAPPY 2011!!

new skin, new song, new year!! HAPPY 2011!!


It is the second day of a brand new year! i seldom make new year resolutions so it shall be kept that way >.<. though i think i did make one a FEW (yes, few..not many) months back on my 19th to embark on some 惊心动魄events. was about to blog about it at the last moments of 2010 but i procrastinated, as usual..so here we go!


19 great things peiyee did during her 19th, which is erm quite some while ago


1. part time as a pasar malam girl. the heat, the maths, the CNY mood! :)
2. receive her first ever A levels results. the excitement, the gratefulness, the surname! :)
3. the path. the countless brain cells, the countless uni choice, the decision! :)
4. Nanhua. the relief teaching, the job shadowing! :)
5. the police hq twin tower. the lift, the psychologist, the 怕怕ess! :S
6. that room in national library. the 'what can you see in the sky'! D:
7. the tea. and shortly, the letter and the signing! :)
8. the OBS. the friendship, the storm, the fun! :)
9. this very space. my blog! :)
10. the FACEBOOK! (both #9&#10 = say byebye to IT dino!)
11. tuition. the first experience, the satisfaction, the oh my god-ness. :)
12. NUS! the adaptation, the directions, the no-uniforms, the 'oh, sch suddenly become so big-ess!' :)
13. B12L8! the friendship, the girls, the sleep without mama! :)
14. learn mooncake making! :)
15. first xmas n new year overseas in myanmar! :)
16. fighting balls! :)
17. PPT! the myanmar, the thrills, the unexpected takeawayS! :)
18. the DJACK!
19. the SLOWNESS


looking back, its not many 惊心动魄, or you can say none at all. nonetheless, there's quite a few of first times and definitely are events worth remembering and holding to. n yesh! i finally posted this!! woohoo! getting things done right from the 2011 start. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! n stay forever 19! :D


on a side note, please bring a kite to my picnic haha XD.