breathe in, breathe out

that icecream waffle we shared
that vegetarian spread we had
that movie we couldn't catch
those little tricks i fell to
those things i never tell
am i late or
am i no good
but what can i do
for certain reasons
they are coming back

can history repeat itself again?

life PK death

The second post I am blogging on ms word and blogger is still down. I was reading my previous entries. Glad I kept a blog. So many things I have sort of forgotten! And those that I blogged about indirectly, they are really good retrieval cues! Haha okies, so which one of the random posts in my mind should I post. Oh the reason why I have been busy since exams more than a week ago. I was helping my mother folding incense paper. I call it oragami, cuz that’s how I always mispronounce origami. That folding took me 3 full days. 120 boxes in total. The ingots I folded amount approximately to 160 per box so..yea..same actions for three days. I am awed at myself 0.o.

On a side note, since we are on incense paper. One of my friends had a life and death encounter recently. This life and death doesn’t mean a situation when one's life is in critical danger. But really life - with another life into this world. And death - with yet another one leaving this world. To her, both were unexpected. And this really goes to show how life is unpredictable. So am I supposed to congratulate her or send her my condolences? Dilemma but I guess death seems to override life in this scenario. So unpredictable…it only reminds me to appreciate what I have with me now. But again, am I greedy, am I what. Every time something happens that make me think life’s unpredictable so I must treasure what I have AND make sure I pursue certain things that I want to avoid regrets. But in the end, as time pass, I forgot about it. Or that intensity fades. And once again. I start to take things for granted. Once again. I start to become a coward. I don’t dare to move a step forward to pursue to fight for what i wanted. Again. Time to grow up, peiyee.

hello pocket! exams are over n heng, i'm still a student!

I am blogging in ms word. Because blogger is down when I am finally free and in the mood of blogging lol. Anyway, hello blog! I am so sorry I abandon you again for quite some time. Yes, normally I come here once exam is over to yell hurray or sorts but somehow I don’t have the time to do so this semester. Was busy shifting home and after that, things come pouring (okie, not that serious, streaming only) in.

But, 迟到好过没到 right! So YESH YESH YESH! Another semester is over and I say byebye to year 2! I can’t believe my eyes, ears, and other sense organs that I am half way through university life and so much closer to worklife. This feeling is crazy. Many a time when I stroll everywhere, anywhere in NUS during the night with Geraldine/Yuting/after meetups, it just occured to me that THIS IS A LIFE OF A STUDENT. When I take train/bus on a random afternoon during working hours, it again occured to me that THIS IS A LIFE OF A STUDENT. So shiok! But. Soon, I won’t be able to explore NUS at night anymore. Soon, I won’t be able to mug like a kid in library, random wooden benches, random exotic places anymore. Soon, I won’t be able to be outside roaming during working hours anymore. Soon, I won’t be that easily forgiven for any mistakes I make in CCA anymore. Many things. The list goes on. Because soon, I am no longer a student.

Suddenly, I realize I really need to cherish my student status. Remember we were younger, everyone can’t wait to grow up and stop having exams, but now I fear not being a student. Well, people might say make the most out of your education years so that you have something to reminisce then. But, people are greedy, or maybe I am greedy. I don’t want to reminisce only, I want the experience. Hmm, then become like deliang, odear, I don’t want to be an oldie among all the ahgirls and ahboys. Odear, this is getting nowhere. I don’t want to leave school. I have two more years to overcome this feel.

Alright, I didn’t intend to write about the middle portion, but it just pop out at the spur of moment I typed ‘say byebye to year 2!’ Actually, there are lots of things that I want to blog over these few days. Either I did not have the time, or I am just lazy to move my body and fingers (the EPSP isn’t just enough to start an action potential lols) to switch on ahaha. So I blogged them in my mind. Will translate them into actual posts slowly soon. And next time, I am going to try to blog as soon as I thought of something I want to leave in this pocket for me to read about in the future.

One Dream

Long time no see blog :D i realised this is the first time i am blogging after the harddisk transplant. lots to update but we'll leave it to some other time. In short, i celebrated my bday (yayyay), planted three trees (yayyay), took part in earth hour (yayyay), rush a lot of assignments (yayyay) and eat a lot of chewy juniors (yayyay), amongst others hee :D shall end this post with the song above by Ling Kai :) i think its really naise :) for One Dream Initiative :D so whats your dream?

i am supposed to do work

i guess i am just too excited to do my work. the crazy ultimate flintstone period is over! at least for now, so i shall allow myself to indulge in a little bit of non-school stuff haha, like visit my blog and drop some words here. So many things happened this few days, my ahaha actually crashed! i think i whined to a lot of people but i still have to say this again on my blog, this flintstone event is afterall, so memorable

Part 1

ahaha started to play slow motion but i didn't think too much of it cuz i thought its just part of lappy ageing. however, one fateful day (sounds like i am writing pri sch essay XD), ahaha took 3 hours n it couldn't even load to the desktop. panic. quickly think of what i have inside lappy:

Points i want to include in personality essay and essay is due in 2 days

2 research papers on object permanence report and report is due in one week

My months-long research on SEP and application is due in one week

SAVE stuff

On top of that i haven't study my bio psych, i need to go wrap flowers, i need to man CnD booths, i have save3s subcomm meeting. the world is spinning~

Part 2

off to IT coop to treat my ahaha. diagnosis: software clash, need to reload to factory settings =.= 'so what about my documents?' 'once reload, all will be gone, you can retrive ur data, go this data recovery centre' *pass me paper*..called the place to realise it costs a few hundreds to thousands to retrive data, depending on how serious the data is.. 'so how long will it take'.. 'you can send it for evaluation first so that we can advise u on the price, evaluation will take a few days n the retrieval will also take a few days so around one week' ..look at my deadlines, jaw drop

Part 3

and so i did not do any data recovery n send ahaha for her operation. the person got back to me its actually harddisk crash. heng under warranty, heng i didn't send it for data recovery. but for the rest of the week, i am busy, really busy

this is ulitmate flintstoness, maybe after this fiasco, flintstoness might just leave me? we shall see!

HAPPY =)

My emo(tions) prof just told us today that

happy people are

dumb, forgetful, spineless and self-boosting but nice and creative bigots

mind you, its backed up by studies XD

while hunting for some quotes to write in a cheer up card

i chanced upon this

''Happiness? That's nothing more than health and a poor memory"

- Albert Schweitzer

happiness ah, you know it when u are smiling :D

Arh, that sounds like William James' POV XD

HAPPY 2011!!

new skin, new song, new year!! HAPPY 2011!!


It is the second day of a brand new year! i seldom make new year resolutions so it shall be kept that way >.<. though i think i did make one a FEW (yes, few..not many) months back on my 19th to embark on some 惊心动魄events. was about to blog about it at the last moments of 2010 but i procrastinated, as usual..so here we go!


19 great things peiyee did during her 19th, which is erm quite some while ago


1. part time as a pasar malam girl. the heat, the maths, the CNY mood! :)
2. receive her first ever A levels results. the excitement, the gratefulness, the surname! :)
3. the path. the countless brain cells, the countless uni choice, the decision! :)
4. Nanhua. the relief teaching, the job shadowing! :)
5. the police hq twin tower. the lift, the psychologist, the 怕怕ess! :S
6. that room in national library. the 'what can you see in the sky'! D:
7. the tea. and shortly, the letter and the signing! :)
8. the OBS. the friendship, the storm, the fun! :)
9. this very space. my blog! :)
10. the FACEBOOK! (both #9&#10 = say byebye to IT dino!)
11. tuition. the first experience, the satisfaction, the oh my god-ness. :)
12. NUS! the adaptation, the directions, the no-uniforms, the 'oh, sch suddenly become so big-ess!' :)
13. B12L8! the friendship, the girls, the sleep without mama! :)
14. learn mooncake making! :)
15. first xmas n new year overseas in myanmar! :)
16. fighting balls! :)
17. PPT! the myanmar, the thrills, the unexpected takeawayS! :)
18. the DJACK!
19. the SLOWNESS


looking back, its not many 惊心动魄, or you can say none at all. nonetheless, there's quite a few of first times and definitely are events worth remembering and holding to. n yesh! i finally posted this!! woohoo! getting things done right from the 2011 start. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! n stay forever 19! :D


on a side note, please bring a kite to my picnic haha XD.