i am supposed to do work

i guess i am just too excited to do my work. the crazy ultimate flintstone period is over! at least for now, so i shall allow myself to indulge in a little bit of non-school stuff haha, like visit my blog and drop some words here. So many things happened this few days, my ahaha actually crashed! i think i whined to a lot of people but i still have to say this again on my blog, this flintstone event is afterall, so memorable

Part 1

ahaha started to play slow motion but i didn't think too much of it cuz i thought its just part of lappy ageing. however, one fateful day (sounds like i am writing pri sch essay XD), ahaha took 3 hours n it couldn't even load to the desktop. panic. quickly think of what i have inside lappy:

Points i want to include in personality essay and essay is due in 2 days

2 research papers on object permanence report and report is due in one week

My months-long research on SEP and application is due in one week

SAVE stuff

On top of that i haven't study my bio psych, i need to go wrap flowers, i need to man CnD booths, i have save3s subcomm meeting. the world is spinning~

Part 2

off to IT coop to treat my ahaha. diagnosis: software clash, need to reload to factory settings =.= 'so what about my documents?' 'once reload, all will be gone, you can retrive ur data, go this data recovery centre' *pass me paper*..called the place to realise it costs a few hundreds to thousands to retrive data, depending on how serious the data is.. 'so how long will it take'.. 'you can send it for evaluation first so that we can advise u on the price, evaluation will take a few days n the retrieval will also take a few days so around one week' ..look at my deadlines, jaw drop

Part 3

and so i did not do any data recovery n send ahaha for her operation. the person got back to me its actually harddisk crash. heng under warranty, heng i didn't send it for data recovery. but for the rest of the week, i am busy, really busy

this is ulitmate flintstoness, maybe after this fiasco, flintstoness might just leave me? we shall see!

HAPPY =)

My emo(tions) prof just told us today that

happy people are

dumb, forgetful, spineless and self-boosting but nice and creative bigots

mind you, its backed up by studies XD

while hunting for some quotes to write in a cheer up card

i chanced upon this

''Happiness? That's nothing more than health and a poor memory"

- Albert Schweitzer

happiness ah, you know it when u are smiling :D

Arh, that sounds like William James' POV XD

HAPPY 2011!!

new skin, new song, new year!! HAPPY 2011!!


It is the second day of a brand new year! i seldom make new year resolutions so it shall be kept that way >.<. though i think i did make one a FEW (yes, few..not many) months back on my 19th to embark on some 惊心动魄events. was about to blog about it at the last moments of 2010 but i procrastinated, as usual..so here we go!


19 great things peiyee did during her 19th, which is erm quite some while ago


1. part time as a pasar malam girl. the heat, the maths, the CNY mood! :)
2. receive her first ever A levels results. the excitement, the gratefulness, the surname! :)
3. the path. the countless brain cells, the countless uni choice, the decision! :)
4. Nanhua. the relief teaching, the job shadowing! :)
5. the police hq twin tower. the lift, the psychologist, the 怕怕ess! :S
6. that room in national library. the 'what can you see in the sky'! D:
7. the tea. and shortly, the letter and the signing! :)
8. the OBS. the friendship, the storm, the fun! :)
9. this very space. my blog! :)
10. the FACEBOOK! (both #9&#10 = say byebye to IT dino!)
11. tuition. the first experience, the satisfaction, the oh my god-ness. :)
12. NUS! the adaptation, the directions, the no-uniforms, the 'oh, sch suddenly become so big-ess!' :)
13. B12L8! the friendship, the girls, the sleep without mama! :)
14. learn mooncake making! :)
15. first xmas n new year overseas in myanmar! :)
16. fighting balls! :)
17. PPT! the myanmar, the thrills, the unexpected takeawayS! :)
18. the DJACK!
19. the SLOWNESS


looking back, its not many 惊心动魄, or you can say none at all. nonetheless, there's quite a few of first times and definitely are events worth remembering and holding to. n yesh! i finally posted this!! woohoo! getting things done right from the 2011 start. HAPPY NEW YEAR everyone!! n stay forever 19! :D


on a side note, please bring a kite to my picnic haha XD.

hellos dear blog! :)

EXAMS..OVER!!


It has been 17 days since i last fed my blog with some delicious post. Apparently, so many things happened this few weeks!


I think i made another wrong decision a few weeks back. trying to console myself by telling myself that it was decided last minute n in a rush. N to think i was actually proud of myself cuz its a win-win no harm situation. But now i realise, its maybe not if i were to think deeper, i was not sensitive enough, hate to say this cuz i always defend myself to be very alert infront of yuting. i felt confused now, but what's done cannot be undone. so i hope there is two mysterious people. Mysterious A who is freaking clever so it justified my decision and consideration back then and a mysterious B to even exist in the first place so i can cling on to like a big fat leech (assuming i continue with my sinful diet).


I actually successfully barred myself from msn, no green lights, not even red, for about two weeks? wheehee! But TV addiction is still not curbed, I watch a sinful lot of TV while mugging n i think i will regret it T.T


Lilin went Genting. I realised i miss my mei mei a lot a lot. n daddy 特地 rushed back to malayisa so she managed to meet him! Envy. It has been *counting with fingers* almost 8 years since i saw my dad. I miss him real lot, my popo too. My dad is still as cute as ever, he brought soft toys for us, reminded me of the good old days last time when he always 'kiap' bags and bags of toys from arcade (a gene that i hope to but doubt that i inherit from him) for us. Erm, though the gifts is kind of age-inappropriate already, i still love it and yes, 感触良多.


My jiejie is getting married! :DD


My last paper didn't end with a beautiful note. No rush today at all, cuz i don't even understand the questions in the first place. I told my mum if i can get an A+ for this, i will cut my hair botak. She is holding high hopes on this now and has repeated this N times today. I think she will get disappointed though. N i hope i can at least make it a S. if not, i have to take 6 modules next semester! On a side, despite being unable to do like more than half of the paper, i realised during the paper that i really loved maths. Maybe the feeling is more intense after all the essays for other papers. Writing numbers and all the intergration signs and stuff can be really enjoyable, turst me. the feeling is so good i forgot to panick that i didn't do well. But yea, the feeling of course came back to haunt me afterwards and until now, maybe even until 21st. I don't think i am giving maths up, but i need to rethink how to do it, cuz seriously, i screwed this module, which i feel very bad about.


I fear for my results this semester more than last semester. The F ratios really landed an AHEM score for my individual report T.T. Heart just missed a beat.


I am going UoT for exchange!! wheehee. Internal offer though, hope everything works out fine. Looking forward to the world 13 hours behind. and an awesome train ride to Ottawa, terminal to terminal, get what i mean? ;)


i didn't realised my mum gave all the guiguis away when i was in pgp like 2 weeks later. I didn't even have the chance to say bye bye to them. but i promised them i will give them names after my exams. so here it goes. for the three laojiaos, u guys will be 福、禄、寿..shou will be the biggest one cuz you are the oldest by virtue of size. lu will be the one who munch very louding on the cabbages cuz food is wealth. and fu, you are fu cuz you have lu and shou with you, very xinfu :) for the newcomer, you are 星, like those superstars cuz you came into the family with 'wah so nice de house (aka container)'..and together, you are 福禄寿星 :) i will miss you guys and your funny actions which cause me to spend the whole lot hours looking at you all. please stay healthy and live up to your names :)


feel so good typing everything out. anything that makes me sad, i shall treat it as nurturing my practical intelligence. every event will be a lesson learnt and once in a while, may some bonuses pop by to make my day. ahaha, my development curve is gradual by the way, a smooth continuous curve :)..it means differentiable at every point, and r' is never 0 duiba :)

跌倒了再爬起来

since i am granted the permission to be sad for one day...


this is mad
i actually put in the wrong F ratiosss for my stats report
thats 3 ratios in total
O.M.G.


n my ... and my ....


alright,
self-fulfilling prophecy
need to stop this and tell myself i can do it
yes
i can do it
n i am ending off with a :)


look on the bright side
u have one more week
to chiong all your results back!


meanwhile
don't slack
watch less tv while u go home
stop facebooking n reading almost ALL the news feed
(what a bad habit and
apparently the post-it on the board doesn't help =.=)
stop being green on msn
(but i like the deng deng deng noise red doesn't have)


ahh feeling better

hello to the bei in the pocket

don't feel good leaving an emo post as the most recent post

so just dropping a :) here

and i will do sth about the blog soon :)

okie, thats 2 :)s

alright, 3 :D

can't think of a good title

dear blog, i am feeling very not-myself today. or rather, i think i hadn't been feeling myself since the semester started. too many things swarming in. i am no longer as alert as before. things that i was able to pay attention to last time, i can't now. i start to make a lot of spelling mistakes recently btw. i need. to find myself back.


something very sad happened today, you know, the last time i cried for my maths paper was in primary 5. when problem sum questions jumped from 5 questions in section c to i think 10. so many in the class got freaked out because we couldn't finish the questions in time. alright, i hadn't cry today but the same feeling is back. i am really feeling very sad that i got that results for a maths module, felt this way for ma1505 too but more intense this time. because i have awesome lecturer, awesome lecture kaki and awesome textbook but not even a near awesome performance. time to do something about it. especially because it is maths.


a lot of people around me are having problems. one friend called me today to share about hers. amidst all things, i hope i can still stay strong myself and be there for them. she was saying how can me and another friend be so strong last time when that major problem cropped up and that she definitely can't be as strong. i replied nobody know their inner strength when in fact i am not as strong as i seem too, i don't know where did that phrase come from but i hope it is true and i do have the strength and ability to find the old peiyee back.


read ahbu's blog yesterday. she had this really philosophical post. i thought to myself when will i write like her (meaning think deep deep like yk n people) but on the other hand, i find myself resisting to want to become like them. ironical, bu xiang zhang da i think =P


something that happened earlier this year around jan/feb, i miss it bacause i wasn't responsive enough. After i realised, it was too late. i know its irreversible but if given the chance, may history repeats itself again, i won't be that slow anymore.


to myself, please don't give up (on maths), rmb why you took it in the first place.


such emo updates, i realised i have been typing a lot recently. tomorrow will be a happy day! cuz its CHILDREN'S DAY! its the last day that children's day will be fixed on 1st october though, so treasure it :D i feel like giving gorgor, xl, B12L8, PAPX, hongyi, okie, everyone else lolipops tmr XD haha i even thought of giving one to the maths prof's son XD shall do it in my dream :D